sometimes you take a moment, look back and say, "wow.....remember how happy I was then?" almost as if it were a dream, never real. but happiness comes and goes. love comes and goes. and eventually you find that the things that brought you happiness don't anymore, and new ones do. if you cling to what was before, you make yourself miserable. so you let go and move forward, into a life that's brilliant and beautiful and new and full of the all things you'd lost along the way before. only there's a sadness. its strange and bittersweet in its own way, with pain and beauty and loss and triumph mingled together, and you can't get around it. your life will be just as you wanted it, hoped for it to be, but......what about theirs? maybe that's not your concern or your problem, but once, they mattered to you. once, your life was intertwined with theirs. once, you loved them.
it's a hard thing to remember. but it's true.
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